1 00:01:08,666 --> 00:01:10,833 May your souls rejoice in heaven. 2 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:15,916 We baptise you for and on behalf of these souls... 3 00:01:16,375 --> 00:01:17,375 who are dead. 4 00:02:22,875 --> 00:02:25,750 Let these dead souls enter heaven 5 00:02:25,833 --> 00:02:28,250 by using your body as a vessel. 6 00:02:29,708 --> 00:02:34,833 Let them speak forth anthems of eternal praise 7 00:02:34,916 --> 00:02:37,458 to the King Emmanuel who hath ordained. 8 00:02:38,125 --> 00:02:42,500 And enable us to redeem them out of their prison. 9 00:02:42,583 --> 00:02:44,875 For the prisoners shall go free. 10 00:02:48,000 --> 00:02:49,250 Where are the other girls? 11 00:02:51,708 --> 00:02:53,500 Not much longer, Elise. 12 00:02:57,666 --> 00:02:58,750 Patricia Whitlock. 13 00:02:59,500 --> 00:03:01,083 Patricia Whitlock. 14 00:03:11,833 --> 00:03:13,083 Eleanor Golding. 15 00:03:14,125 --> 00:03:15,541 Eleanor Golding. 16 00:03:30,500 --> 00:03:31,750 Heidi Crowe. 17 00:03:31,833 --> 00:03:33,458 Heidi Crowe. 18 00:03:48,500 --> 00:03:49,791 This is too far. 19 00:03:50,500 --> 00:03:53,083 I have just come from the elders. 20 00:03:54,541 --> 00:03:55,791 They all agree. 21 00:04:03,416 --> 00:04:04,458 Larue. 22 00:04:21,958 --> 00:04:24,375 Help me! 23 00:04:38,041 --> 00:04:41,666 Help me! Help me! Help... 24 00:04:53,750 --> 00:04:56,000 ♪ You say ♪ 25 00:04:56,583 --> 00:05:00,125 {\an8}♪ Scarlett's my name ♪ 26 00:05:01,166 --> 00:05:04,625 {\an8}♪ Temptation ♪ 27 00:05:05,541 --> 00:05:07,833 ♪ My game ♪ 28 00:05:08,958 --> 00:05:11,250 ♪ That my love ♪ 29 00:05:12,166 --> 00:05:13,958 ♪ Is free as dirt ♪ 30 00:05:14,375 --> 00:05:19,375 ♪ That I am not worth The salt of the earth ♪ 31 00:05:20,166 --> 00:05:23,041 ♪ You say There's nothin' in me ♪ 32 00:05:23,125 --> 00:05:25,000 ♪ But a desire ♪ 33 00:05:25,083 --> 00:05:27,916 ♪ Go on to cheat ♪ 34 00:05:28,458 --> 00:05:29,791 Pace. 35 00:05:29,875 --> 00:05:31,750 Or you keep pace. 36 00:05:32,166 --> 00:05:34,166 All right, later. 37 00:05:35,458 --> 00:05:36,916 - Good morning, beautiful. - Morning. 38 00:05:38,583 --> 00:05:40,708 New piece? How's it going? 39 00:05:41,625 --> 00:05:44,416 It's going. 40 00:05:44,500 --> 00:05:46,291 Is this, uh, you for today? 41 00:05:46,375 --> 00:05:48,208 Uh, this is the morning. 42 00:05:48,291 --> 00:05:49,833 The afternoon's work will be done in the garden, I think. 43 00:05:49,916 --> 00:05:50,916 Okay. 44 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:52,041 Very cute. 45 00:05:52,750 --> 00:05:54,625 What about tonight's work? 46 00:05:56,458 --> 00:05:58,708 - Hmm. - Oh, what's this? 47 00:05:58,791 --> 00:06:00,166 Oh, I don't know. 48 00:06:00,250 --> 00:06:01,458 - Does that hurt? - Ow! 49 00:06:01,875 --> 00:06:02,916 I don't know, just... 50 00:06:03,750 --> 00:06:05,375 Hey, stop. 51 00:06:08,958 --> 00:06:10,625 ♪ Or love me too ♪ 52 00:06:10,708 --> 00:06:12,083 - You know. - Hmm? 53 00:06:13,583 --> 00:06:15,750 I could be convinced to stay a little longer. 54 00:06:18,416 --> 00:06:19,416 Not now. 55 00:06:20,083 --> 00:06:21,791 I'm so tired. I haven't showered. 56 00:06:21,875 --> 00:06:24,041 - I'm gross. - No, you're not gross. 57 00:06:24,125 --> 00:06:25,125 You're gorgeous. 58 00:06:29,625 --> 00:06:30,750 No. 59 00:06:33,375 --> 00:06:35,375 Okay. Cool. Uh... 60 00:06:36,375 --> 00:06:37,375 gotta go. 61 00:06:38,083 --> 00:06:40,041 I will bring something back for dinner. 62 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:42,000 I love you. 63 00:06:42,083 --> 00:06:43,208 Love you more. 64 00:06:45,458 --> 00:06:51,208 ♪ But don't say I'm not worthy of your shadow ♪ 65 00:06:52,833 --> 00:06:56,208 ♪ That I'm the kind of girl He can love ♪ 66 00:06:56,291 --> 00:06:59,333 ♪ And never marry ♪ 67 00:08:14,083 --> 00:08:15,083 Honey? 68 00:08:25,458 --> 00:08:27,916 Hey, Elise! Honey! Hey, hey, hey! Hey! 69 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:30,291 Stop! Elise! 70 00:08:31,458 --> 00:08:32,708 You're okay. 71 00:08:37,250 --> 00:08:39,416 No, no, no. I... I was just in the garden. 72 00:08:41,875 --> 00:08:44,041 I was just in the garden. I was just in the garden. 73 00:08:44,125 --> 00:08:45,666 I was just in the garden. I was... 74 00:08:45,750 --> 00:08:47,791 - I was just in the garden. - Hey, hey, you're okay. 75 00:08:47,875 --> 00:08:50,166 It's okay, baby. It's okay. 76 00:09:00,750 --> 00:09:03,708 I haven't had any issues with my memory for ten years. 77 00:09:05,416 --> 00:09:06,750 Every time I wake up, 78 00:09:06,833 --> 00:09:08,625 I've either totally humiliated myself... 79 00:09:08,708 --> 00:09:10,583 hurt myself... 80 00:09:11,583 --> 00:09:12,916 ...or something worse. 81 00:09:15,166 --> 00:09:16,166 Has... 82 00:09:16,916 --> 00:09:18,041 something else happened? 83 00:09:24,833 --> 00:09:27,125 The other morning, I was in the garage. 84 00:09:29,083 --> 00:09:31,125 And I smelled something horrible. 85 00:09:34,375 --> 00:09:35,458 And I found something. 86 00:09:41,583 --> 00:09:42,666 It was the neighbour's. 87 00:09:49,875 --> 00:09:51,291 I killed that poor little dog. 88 00:09:55,791 --> 00:09:56,791 I can't live like this. 89 00:09:59,291 --> 00:10:01,791 Well, Elise, I'm gonna have to be honest with you. 90 00:10:03,541 --> 00:10:05,208 The episodes seem to be lasting longer 91 00:10:05,291 --> 00:10:06,833 and becoming more violent. 92 00:10:07,958 --> 00:10:10,250 We're close to thinking about... 93 00:10:10,333 --> 00:10:11,875 the hospital until this improves. 94 00:10:11,958 --> 00:10:13,250 What, like an institution? 95 00:10:16,166 --> 00:10:18,583 No, I... I can't do that. 96 00:10:19,375 --> 00:10:21,416 No, I... I won't do that. No. 97 00:10:21,500 --> 00:10:23,208 There is one last thing we can try. 98 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:28,708 You know, there's a reason why you can't remember 99 00:10:28,791 --> 00:10:30,750 much of your experience in the church. 100 00:10:31,583 --> 00:10:34,625 Your mind is suppressing these memories to protect you. 101 00:10:34,708 --> 00:10:36,625 But why is it just some of the memories? 102 00:10:37,250 --> 00:10:40,166 I can remember food that I ate and things I said, 103 00:10:40,250 --> 00:10:42,916 but when I try to think of people, names and faces, 104 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:44,500 everything is just blank. 105 00:10:44,583 --> 00:10:47,291 We don't know why some memories are clear 106 00:10:47,375 --> 00:10:49,541 and others are just... gone. 107 00:10:51,666 --> 00:10:54,125 These blackouts... 108 00:10:54,875 --> 00:10:57,375 are a way for this unresolved trauma 109 00:10:57,458 --> 00:10:59,583 to force its way to the surface. 110 00:11:01,083 --> 00:11:04,000 Other survivors who have left the FLDS, 111 00:11:04,541 --> 00:11:08,000 many of whom are my patients, have had similar experiences. 112 00:11:08,916 --> 00:11:12,208 Now consider what you told me about your lack of sex drive. 113 00:11:12,291 --> 00:11:13,833 Which Adam is fed up with. 114 00:11:13,916 --> 00:11:16,458 I mean, he's supportive, but everyone has a limit. 115 00:11:16,541 --> 00:11:18,958 Your strict upbringing within the FLDS has caused 116 00:11:19,041 --> 00:11:21,416 this suppression in your sexuality. 117 00:11:22,458 --> 00:11:23,541 It's not unusual. 118 00:11:24,041 --> 00:11:26,250 And it's not even the most important thing here... 119 00:11:27,000 --> 00:11:29,541 but a common indicator of past trauma. 120 00:11:30,166 --> 00:11:31,833 These repressions are causing 121 00:11:31,916 --> 00:11:33,833 these issues in your life, Elise. 122 00:11:34,791 --> 00:11:36,916 And you need to unearth these secrets. 123 00:11:38,250 --> 00:11:40,916 I'd like to try an alternative form of therapy. 124 00:11:42,875 --> 00:11:45,375 I found some healers from your old church. 125 00:11:46,083 --> 00:11:47,666 Located right outside of Haventon. 126 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:49,541 And I'd like to contact them. 127 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:52,208 - What? - Yes. 128 00:11:53,750 --> 00:11:56,041 I think you need to tackle this at the source. 129 00:11:57,416 --> 00:11:58,958 From where your trauma began. 130 00:12:04,708 --> 00:12:06,333 FLDS? 131 00:12:06,416 --> 00:12:07,708 Fundamentalist healers? 132 00:12:07,791 --> 00:12:09,750 The same homophobic, polygamous freaks 133 00:12:09,833 --> 00:12:12,166 that kicked you out of the Mormon church in the first place. 134 00:12:12,250 --> 00:12:14,375 Not... only does he want to put you back near them, 135 00:12:14,458 --> 00:12:16,500 he wants to have them give you hallucinogens. 136 00:12:16,583 --> 00:12:18,166 Yeah, I know. It's insane. 137 00:12:19,750 --> 00:12:21,333 What even is Datura root? 138 00:12:21,416 --> 00:12:23,833 Apparently it's like the local version of ayahuasca. 139 00:12:23,916 --> 00:12:26,666 "Datura has been used for centuries by Native Americans 140 00:12:26,750 --> 00:12:28,291 to induce visions". 141 00:12:28,375 --> 00:12:30,500 "Modern use is said to help with depression, MS". 142 00:12:30,875 --> 00:12:32,500 I just don't see how forcing you back 143 00:12:32,583 --> 00:12:34,833 into their world can help. I mean, these people are crazy. 144 00:12:34,916 --> 00:12:37,916 Yeah, but what if I have to do this just to stay out of a hospital? 145 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:39,833 I have never taken drugs like that before. 146 00:12:39,916 --> 00:12:41,875 What happens if I freak out or something? 147 00:12:41,958 --> 00:12:43,250 Hey. Hey, listen. 148 00:12:44,750 --> 00:12:46,708 We're going to figure this out, okay? 149 00:12:48,250 --> 00:12:50,083 You're not going to have to do it alone, 150 00:12:50,166 --> 00:12:52,375 and you're not going to any fucking nut house. 151 00:12:53,875 --> 00:12:54,958 It's your choice. 152 00:12:56,458 --> 00:12:57,875 But if you do decide to do it... 153 00:13:00,333 --> 00:13:01,458 I will do it with you. 154 00:13:02,458 --> 00:13:03,458 Okay? 155 00:13:37,833 --> 00:13:38,916 Elise? 156 00:14:22,208 --> 00:14:23,208 Honey? 157 00:14:26,458 --> 00:14:27,458 You okay? 158 00:14:35,916 --> 00:14:37,250 I can't do this anymore. 159 00:14:56,166 --> 00:14:58,250 - Uh-huh. Hand him over. - Oh, yeah. 160 00:14:59,416 --> 00:15:01,000 You can share the drive with Gwen. 161 00:15:01,083 --> 00:15:02,625 Yeah, if she ever gets here. 162 00:15:02,708 --> 00:15:04,416 Sure we need someone else in on this? 163 00:15:04,500 --> 00:15:06,750 - You know, I can handle it. - Yeah, I know. 164 00:15:06,833 --> 00:15:09,000 But I don't want to put any extra pressure on you. 165 00:15:09,083 --> 00:15:10,708 Might be good to have someone else there. 166 00:15:10,791 --> 00:15:12,666 And besides, she offered so... 167 00:15:12,750 --> 00:15:14,000 Hmm. 168 00:15:14,083 --> 00:15:15,583 Look who decided to show up. 169 00:15:15,666 --> 00:15:17,125 Hey, sorry I'm late. 170 00:15:17,208 --> 00:15:18,583 Hey, babe. 171 00:15:18,666 --> 00:15:20,083 Thanks for coming. It means a lot. 172 00:15:20,166 --> 00:15:22,291 - Oh, my God, of course. - Hey, Gwen. 173 00:15:22,375 --> 00:15:23,708 I didn't know you were coming. 174 00:15:23,791 --> 00:15:25,541 Don't you have a crystal convention or something 175 00:15:25,625 --> 00:15:27,333 to attend this weekend? I think we got this. 176 00:15:27,416 --> 00:15:30,666 Oh, oh, so you're trusting those FLDS fanatics 177 00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:33,166 to be the sober ones when you guys are off your faces? 178 00:15:33,250 --> 00:15:34,250 Good point. 179 00:15:35,041 --> 00:15:37,041 So, I'll stay clean 180 00:15:37,125 --> 00:15:38,916 and make sure everyone's on the up and up. 181 00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:40,458 Capisce? 182 00:15:40,541 --> 00:15:42,250 Well, in that case, welcome aboard, chaperone. 183 00:15:42,333 --> 00:15:45,125 The moon is rising. Hands need to be held. 184 00:15:45,625 --> 00:15:47,375 I say we get this show on the road. 185 00:15:47,458 --> 00:15:48,500 Shall we? 186 00:15:54,291 --> 00:15:55,291 Come on! 187 00:17:15,791 --> 00:17:17,708 Sounds like a rough one the other night. 188 00:17:18,416 --> 00:17:21,375 Fingers felt like I rubbed them on a cheese grater for an hour. 189 00:17:21,458 --> 00:17:23,083 But apart from that, I'm just peachy. 190 00:17:28,875 --> 00:17:30,041 Healers are confirmed. 191 00:17:30,791 --> 00:17:32,041 7:00 p.m. sharp in Haventon. 192 00:17:33,625 --> 00:17:34,708 It's happening. 193 00:17:48,125 --> 00:17:49,333 Whoa. 194 00:17:49,416 --> 00:17:50,416 Check this out. 195 00:17:55,791 --> 00:17:58,083 - Should we stop? - No, we don't have time. 196 00:17:58,500 --> 00:17:59,500 They'll be fine. 197 00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:47,541 Morning, Mother. 198 00:18:49,333 --> 00:18:50,958 What did you do to your hair? 199 00:18:51,625 --> 00:18:54,000 I got it cut. Do you like it? 200 00:18:54,083 --> 00:18:57,458 You look like a little boy. Like a ten-year-old child. 201 00:18:58,000 --> 00:19:00,875 How are you supposed to marry if you don't look like a man? 202 00:19:01,791 --> 00:19:05,833 I see your friend, Jacob, has taken his third wife just last week. 203 00:19:05,916 --> 00:19:08,166 - Mother. - And here you are. Single. 204 00:19:08,708 --> 00:19:09,708 Still. 205 00:19:13,791 --> 00:19:15,083 What is this? 206 00:19:18,166 --> 00:19:19,666 Our new patient. 207 00:19:19,750 --> 00:19:21,500 We no longer perform the service, end of the matter. 208 00:19:21,583 --> 00:19:22,708 Mother, look. 209 00:19:24,500 --> 00:19:25,833 It's Elise. 210 00:19:26,375 --> 00:19:27,750 Elise Decker. 211 00:19:28,833 --> 00:19:29,916 It is meant to be. 212 00:19:31,458 --> 00:19:33,833 An explicit act of Heavenly Father. 213 00:19:33,916 --> 00:19:36,041 - He is calling upon us. - No. 214 00:19:37,750 --> 00:19:39,125 I remember her. 215 00:19:40,208 --> 00:19:42,541 She was so pretty. 216 00:19:43,083 --> 00:19:44,833 A kind girl. 217 00:19:44,916 --> 00:19:48,166 And if she is in need, then we should help. 218 00:19:49,708 --> 00:19:51,416 Because it was my fault that she-- 219 00:19:51,500 --> 00:19:52,791 Silence! 220 00:19:55,708 --> 00:19:58,333 You did your duty to Heavenly Father. 221 00:19:59,916 --> 00:20:02,416 Her kind will find no help here. 222 00:20:03,625 --> 00:20:04,666 End of the matter. 223 00:20:22,583 --> 00:20:24,000 How much longer? 224 00:20:24,083 --> 00:20:26,958 - "Are we there yet"? - Shut up. 225 00:20:28,333 --> 00:20:29,625 I think I see it up here. 226 00:20:34,833 --> 00:20:35,833 This is it. 227 00:20:36,916 --> 00:20:38,083 This is Haventon. 228 00:21:00,958 --> 00:21:01,958 Well. 229 00:21:02,625 --> 00:21:04,000 I guess I was expecting less forest 230 00:21:04,083 --> 00:21:05,125 and more town, but... 231 00:21:05,625 --> 00:21:06,625 okay. 232 00:21:07,125 --> 00:21:08,625 How is this even here? 233 00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:11,250 There was a river that ran through over there. 234 00:21:12,083 --> 00:21:14,458 Flashed in 1910 and washed away all the buildings. 235 00:21:15,000 --> 00:21:16,041 Or so I was told. 236 00:21:17,791 --> 00:21:19,875 The baptistery, somehow... 237 00:21:20,500 --> 00:21:21,875 was the only thing that survived. 238 00:21:24,500 --> 00:21:25,791 It's exactly the same. 239 00:21:28,916 --> 00:21:30,666 I think this is going to be great, Elise. 240 00:21:31,875 --> 00:21:35,125 A confrontation of yourself, your ego, and what ails you. 241 00:21:36,083 --> 00:21:38,083 You know, exposure therapy. It's a real thing. 242 00:21:38,166 --> 00:21:39,291 It can really work. 243 00:21:43,083 --> 00:21:44,083 Are you okay? 244 00:21:44,583 --> 00:21:45,583 Yeah. 245 00:21:46,250 --> 00:21:47,666 This is all just a bit intense. 246 00:21:48,833 --> 00:21:51,000 We'll take it one step at a time, you and me. 247 00:22:00,291 --> 00:22:01,583 Okay. 248 00:22:01,666 --> 00:22:04,125 Guess I'll just unpack by myself, then. 249 00:22:25,791 --> 00:22:26,791 Crazy. 250 00:22:29,083 --> 00:22:30,416 Smells horrible. 251 00:23:28,791 --> 00:23:29,791 What is it? 252 00:23:32,416 --> 00:23:33,416 It's a... 253 00:23:35,375 --> 00:23:36,458 baptismal font. 254 00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:41,000 You know, dunk you in... 255 00:23:41,083 --> 00:23:42,708 lift you out into the comforting hands 256 00:23:42,791 --> 00:23:44,458 of Heavenly Father, kind of thing. 257 00:23:45,958 --> 00:23:47,166 To each their own. 258 00:23:47,833 --> 00:23:49,125 Don't worry. 259 00:23:49,208 --> 00:23:51,208 The Mormons will get you when you're dead. 260 00:23:52,083 --> 00:23:53,583 Wait, what's that supposed to mean? 261 00:23:54,916 --> 00:23:57,916 "Except that a man be born of water and of the Spirit... 262 00:23:58,708 --> 00:24:00,833 he cannot enter into the kingdom of God". 263 00:24:03,583 --> 00:24:04,583 You've lost it. 264 00:24:08,416 --> 00:24:11,166 If you're not baptised in the Mormon church, 265 00:24:11,250 --> 00:24:12,750 then you can't enter their heaven. 266 00:24:13,875 --> 00:24:17,125 So what they do is they accept the names of deceased people. 267 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:19,166 Non-Mormon friends. 268 00:24:20,375 --> 00:24:22,000 Anne Frank is a favourite. 269 00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:26,666 And then they will save these poor souls 270 00:24:26,750 --> 00:24:29,625 by baptising a living person by proxy. 271 00:24:32,458 --> 00:24:36,666 So, they dunk some living person as a stand-in body 272 00:24:37,166 --> 00:24:38,875 to get the dead person into heaven? 273 00:24:41,083 --> 00:24:42,666 Baptism for the dead, baby. 274 00:24:44,125 --> 00:24:46,041 Have these people never heard of consent? 275 00:24:47,250 --> 00:24:48,250 Geez. 276 00:24:51,250 --> 00:24:52,916 Is this knocking loose some memories? 277 00:24:55,833 --> 00:24:57,333 So many things are cloudy. 278 00:24:59,625 --> 00:25:01,750 I can remember parts of my upbringing... 279 00:25:02,583 --> 00:25:04,458 like how my father was super strict 280 00:25:04,541 --> 00:25:06,750 because he was a man of the community, and... 281 00:25:07,208 --> 00:25:08,291 it was expected. 282 00:25:09,666 --> 00:25:11,625 And how my mother was so obedient to him. 283 00:25:16,416 --> 00:25:19,208 And one of the last things I can remember is the baptism. 284 00:25:20,166 --> 00:25:22,625 Which, for some reason, was held here that night 285 00:25:22,708 --> 00:25:24,416 instead of in the town, like usual. 286 00:25:26,166 --> 00:25:27,958 I can't imagine what that's like. 287 00:25:28,958 --> 00:25:31,041 To be missing a chunk of your life like that. 288 00:25:33,458 --> 00:25:34,750 I remember most of it. 289 00:25:37,791 --> 00:25:38,791 But... 290 00:25:39,500 --> 00:25:41,125 when I look around the room... 291 00:25:44,166 --> 00:25:45,458 I can't see any faces. 292 00:25:49,083 --> 00:25:50,166 I don't know who's there. 293 00:25:52,791 --> 00:25:53,791 Jesus. 294 00:25:54,500 --> 00:25:55,583 Disturbing, right? 295 00:26:01,833 --> 00:26:03,291 On that note, um... 296 00:26:05,458 --> 00:26:07,833 do you think maybe we can explore someplace else? 297 00:26:08,541 --> 00:26:09,541 You go. 298 00:26:10,166 --> 00:26:11,708 I'm gonna stay for a minute. 299 00:26:11,791 --> 00:26:12,791 Are you sure? 300 00:26:14,166 --> 00:26:15,291 Exposure therapy, right? 301 00:26:16,500 --> 00:26:17,500 I'm okay. 302 00:26:19,083 --> 00:26:20,083 Okay. 303 00:27:02,208 --> 00:27:03,208 No way. 304 00:27:29,916 --> 00:27:30,958 Follow me! 305 00:27:36,583 --> 00:27:37,583 Elise! 306 00:27:38,833 --> 00:27:40,250 Quick! 307 00:28:09,333 --> 00:28:10,375 Elise! 308 00:28:12,500 --> 00:28:13,583 Coming, Father! 309 00:28:23,041 --> 00:28:24,083 I know you. 310 00:29:01,583 --> 00:29:02,583 Elise! 311 00:29:26,250 --> 00:29:27,791 Mother? 312 00:29:27,875 --> 00:29:30,458 You carry our name with you. 313 00:29:30,541 --> 00:29:32,791 Best someone who knows what they're doing 314 00:29:32,875 --> 00:29:34,500 deals with the gentiles. 315 00:29:36,375 --> 00:29:37,541 Let us be done with it. 316 00:29:40,208 --> 00:29:41,583 Was she a friend of yours? 317 00:29:42,125 --> 00:29:43,208 I think so. 318 00:29:44,583 --> 00:29:45,666 I think her name was... 319 00:29:46,416 --> 00:29:47,416 Clara? 320 00:29:48,875 --> 00:29:50,541 My head's like a melting pot right now. 321 00:29:50,625 --> 00:29:52,416 There's lots of memories flooding in. 322 00:29:52,875 --> 00:29:54,958 I can't believe this is all still here. 323 00:29:55,041 --> 00:29:56,125 Hmm. 324 00:29:56,916 --> 00:29:58,875 Hopefully this jogs some more stuff. 325 00:29:58,958 --> 00:30:00,708 It's a good thing we came then. 326 00:30:00,791 --> 00:30:01,791 Yeah. 327 00:30:02,541 --> 00:30:03,625 We should set up camp. 328 00:30:09,083 --> 00:30:10,083 Hey. 329 00:30:11,791 --> 00:30:12,791 Everything okay? 330 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:16,000 Yeah. 331 00:30:29,916 --> 00:30:32,041 Couldn't curb the hipster thing for one weekend, 332 00:30:32,125 --> 00:30:34,083 brought a flashlight like a normal human being? 333 00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:35,708 Kerosene light is higher quality. 334 00:30:36,416 --> 00:30:37,500 What does that even mean? 335 00:30:38,125 --> 00:30:40,666 Think listening to vinyl versus streaming. 336 00:30:41,708 --> 00:30:42,958 - Jesus. - Hmm. 337 00:30:56,291 --> 00:30:59,166 You know, I actually can't see. 338 00:31:09,750 --> 00:31:12,125 - Uh-huh! There we go. - Mm-hmm. 339 00:31:16,833 --> 00:31:18,583 - All right. So this lines up... - There. 340 00:31:18,666 --> 00:31:22,500 ...to this. 341 00:31:25,875 --> 00:31:29,041 Right on time. 342 00:31:39,250 --> 00:31:40,291 You must be Hyrum. 343 00:31:40,875 --> 00:31:42,166 We've been texting, I'm Elise. 344 00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:47,083 You don't remember me. 345 00:31:48,375 --> 00:31:49,708 Uh, no, sorry. 346 00:31:50,458 --> 00:31:52,125 - I, uh... - Hey. 347 00:31:53,541 --> 00:31:55,333 I'm Adam. This is Gwen. 348 00:31:57,500 --> 00:31:59,125 Oh, this is my mother... 349 00:31:59,708 --> 00:32:01,000 Sister Jessop. She, uh... 350 00:32:01,625 --> 00:32:02,875 You can call her Alma. 351 00:32:08,125 --> 00:32:11,833 We will go gather our equipment. We'll meet you inside. 352 00:32:18,375 --> 00:32:19,958 Thank you. 353 00:32:23,500 --> 00:32:25,333 You ready for this? 354 00:32:35,541 --> 00:32:37,791 I remember the names being read out. 355 00:32:39,125 --> 00:32:41,458 And being cold in the water, and then... 356 00:32:47,375 --> 00:32:50,333 These blackouts are ruining my life. 357 00:32:53,208 --> 00:32:54,708 I really hope this works. 358 00:32:56,333 --> 00:32:58,083 I'm scared what I'll do. 359 00:33:01,583 --> 00:33:03,833 You have been through so much. 360 00:33:04,916 --> 00:33:06,458 But you have called upon us 361 00:33:06,541 --> 00:33:09,666 because we are healers of the natural order. 362 00:33:11,083 --> 00:33:13,958 Followers of the true Mormon faith 363 00:33:14,041 --> 00:33:16,875 that requires observations of tenets 364 00:33:16,958 --> 00:33:20,958 set down by our founder and Prophet, Joseph Smith. 365 00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:23,541 Tenets being the belief in psychedelics. 366 00:33:24,333 --> 00:33:26,708 Yes, what you speak is true. 367 00:33:28,291 --> 00:33:32,583 But Joseph Smith himself was a classic shaman. 368 00:33:34,083 --> 00:33:39,625 In that he promised his converts visions of the Lord. 369 00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:43,000 And what better way to fulfil that pledge 370 00:33:43,083 --> 00:33:48,375 than through the employment of entheogen-infused sacraments? 371 00:33:49,166 --> 00:33:51,416 - Hallucinogens. - Yeah, I got it, Gwen. 372 00:33:51,500 --> 00:33:53,583 So that explains why early Mormons 373 00:33:53,666 --> 00:33:56,500 experienced visions of angels and spiritual ecstasies. 374 00:33:57,291 --> 00:33:58,375 They were drugged. 375 00:34:01,416 --> 00:34:03,208 Why hadn't I heard of this before? 376 00:34:05,208 --> 00:34:06,208 Well... 377 00:34:06,958 --> 00:34:09,541 you might have had you paid attention to me. 378 00:34:13,583 --> 00:34:14,833 I'm... I'm sorry? 379 00:34:16,125 --> 00:34:17,916 In grade school... 380 00:34:19,333 --> 00:34:22,583 I lived two blocks from you in Spring Creek. 381 00:34:24,666 --> 00:34:28,583 Once I even gifted you pine nut sweets. 382 00:34:32,083 --> 00:34:34,541 I'm... I'm sorry, I don't remember much from that time. 383 00:34:35,125 --> 00:34:36,416 Hyrum... 384 00:34:36,500 --> 00:34:37,500 please. 385 00:34:38,416 --> 00:34:41,458 Unfortunately, the church, ever self-conscious 386 00:34:41,541 --> 00:34:45,666 of outside prejudices, banned such devices, 387 00:34:45,750 --> 00:34:49,291 requiring my forefathers to choose their own path, 388 00:34:49,375 --> 00:34:51,500 the path of true faith, 389 00:34:51,583 --> 00:34:53,750 as founded by our prophet. 390 00:34:54,583 --> 00:34:59,208 Nowadays, it is our mandate to help those in need 391 00:34:59,291 --> 00:35:03,750 achieve balance and relief or whatever ails them 392 00:35:03,833 --> 00:35:05,333 through the use of non-traditional, 393 00:35:05,416 --> 00:35:07,041 non-Western medicines. 394 00:35:07,666 --> 00:35:09,708 Henbane, Datura root. 395 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,166 All in the name of Heavenly Father. 396 00:35:18,208 --> 00:35:21,875 Trust that we will do everything in our power to... 397 00:35:22,583 --> 00:35:23,708 bring you relief... 398 00:35:24,500 --> 00:35:25,500 Elise. 399 00:35:38,625 --> 00:35:40,333 What is she doing? 400 00:35:42,541 --> 00:35:45,208 We offer our souls to you. 401 00:35:45,291 --> 00:35:48,375 The Datura medicine is a powerful hallucinogen. 402 00:35:49,916 --> 00:35:52,333 It'll lead you to an altered state 403 00:35:52,416 --> 00:35:54,625 of spiritual consciousness. 404 00:35:56,500 --> 00:36:00,000 But you must know what you want to learn about yourselves. 405 00:36:03,458 --> 00:36:04,708 How long does it last? 406 00:36:05,333 --> 00:36:06,500 Several hours. 407 00:36:07,666 --> 00:36:09,500 You'll feel the effects soon. 408 00:36:10,125 --> 00:36:12,208 Then you'll be taken into the dream state. 409 00:36:13,041 --> 00:36:15,125 But you will be returned by daybreak. 410 00:36:21,041 --> 00:36:22,041 To relief. 411 00:36:23,041 --> 00:36:24,166 - To relief. - To relief. 412 00:36:50,333 --> 00:36:51,375 Are you okay? 413 00:36:59,583 --> 00:37:01,875 Do not fight the medicine. 414 00:37:03,125 --> 00:37:04,666 Listen to it. 415 00:37:05,750 --> 00:37:07,333 Enter its world. 416 00:37:08,541 --> 00:37:12,791 Communicate with the spirits and with our Lord. 417 00:37:19,833 --> 00:37:21,083 I'm so sick. 418 00:37:21,708 --> 00:37:23,250 What am I supposed to be feeling? 419 00:37:23,958 --> 00:37:27,041 Everyone is different. Everyone is different. 420 00:37:28,041 --> 00:37:29,041 Look at me. 421 00:37:29,458 --> 00:37:31,500 Breathe. Breathe. 422 00:37:34,416 --> 00:37:37,791 Some people feel euphoria. 423 00:37:37,875 --> 00:37:40,250 Some are anxious. 424 00:37:40,333 --> 00:37:43,833 Some feel impending doom. 425 00:37:49,250 --> 00:37:50,750 I can't do this. 426 00:37:50,833 --> 00:37:52,666 I can't. 427 00:37:54,166 --> 00:37:55,625 I'm a fucking fraud. 428 00:38:01,666 --> 00:38:03,416 Welcome the visions. 429 00:38:04,458 --> 00:38:07,166 Embrace every emotion. 430 00:38:08,208 --> 00:38:11,083 Reach deep into your core understanding 431 00:38:11,166 --> 00:38:13,541 and let your self-being feel. 432 00:38:22,416 --> 00:38:24,041 You okay? 433 00:38:27,833 --> 00:38:29,458 I don't know. 434 00:38:52,291 --> 00:38:53,875 Whoa! 435 00:39:09,666 --> 00:39:11,166 Hey! 436 00:39:55,125 --> 00:39:56,125 What's wrong? 437 00:39:57,500 --> 00:39:58,666 She's coming. 438 00:40:00,625 --> 00:40:01,625 Who? 439 00:40:02,166 --> 00:40:03,750 She'll be here soon. 440 00:40:03,833 --> 00:40:05,166 She'll show you. 441 00:40:07,416 --> 00:40:08,458 Show me what? 442 00:40:09,875 --> 00:40:11,208 Everything. 443 00:40:13,291 --> 00:40:16,541 - Elise, what happened? - She must have torn internally. 444 00:40:16,625 --> 00:40:18,416 What the fuck do you mean torn internally? 445 00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,708 - I... I don't... I don't know! - I don't feel well. 446 00:40:20,791 --> 00:40:23,208 - Something's not right. - Mother! Mother, help. 447 00:40:23,291 --> 00:40:24,875 Elise, you're gonna be okay. 448 00:40:24,958 --> 00:40:26,458 Everything's gonna be all right. 449 00:40:27,708 --> 00:40:29,375 What are you doing? 450 00:40:29,458 --> 00:40:30,833 Righting a wrong. 451 00:40:30,916 --> 00:40:32,708 - Stop touching. - Let her walk. 452 00:40:42,458 --> 00:40:46,000 You are a vessel of Heavenly Father. 453 00:40:47,833 --> 00:40:48,875 Mother. 454 00:40:48,958 --> 00:40:50,000 Silence. 455 00:40:57,541 --> 00:40:59,333 We must get it out of her. 456 00:40:59,416 --> 00:41:01,458 We must get it out of her now. 457 00:41:01,541 --> 00:41:02,916 Get what out of her? 458 00:41:41,666 --> 00:41:43,166 Elise, breathe. 459 00:41:43,666 --> 00:41:46,708 Hey, breathe. 460 00:42:03,916 --> 00:42:05,333 Hey, say something. 461 00:42:06,500 --> 00:42:07,500 Elise. 462 00:42:27,458 --> 00:42:29,250 There's someone inside. 463 00:42:48,916 --> 00:42:50,375 You're good. We're here. 464 00:42:57,833 --> 00:42:59,166 How do you feel? 465 00:42:59,250 --> 00:43:01,958 - Elise? - Okay. I'm okay. 466 00:43:07,625 --> 00:43:08,666 I actually feel... 467 00:43:10,833 --> 00:43:11,833 better. 468 00:43:15,250 --> 00:43:16,250 Different. 469 00:43:36,166 --> 00:43:38,666 Your illness shouldn't trouble you any longer. 470 00:43:40,666 --> 00:43:41,666 Thank you. 471 00:43:42,375 --> 00:43:43,375 Both of you. 472 00:43:44,375 --> 00:43:46,291 Now, you must leave this place. 473 00:43:57,416 --> 00:43:59,416 Evil is here, Hyrum. 474 00:44:01,041 --> 00:44:03,041 And it is my burden to bear. 475 00:44:06,083 --> 00:44:07,125 My burden. 476 00:44:41,041 --> 00:44:42,708 Shit. What time is it? 477 00:44:43,666 --> 00:44:44,750 Nearly midday. 478 00:44:45,500 --> 00:44:46,625 What? Fuck. 479 00:44:47,833 --> 00:44:49,375 Wait, where's Elise? 480 00:44:49,458 --> 00:44:51,000 You didn't just let her go off on her own, did you? 481 00:44:51,083 --> 00:44:52,125 Don't worry. 482 00:44:52,208 --> 00:44:53,291 She's right over there. 483 00:44:55,583 --> 00:44:56,583 Is she okay? 484 00:44:58,875 --> 00:44:59,875 Truthfully? 485 00:45:00,583 --> 00:45:01,583 I don't know. 486 00:45:04,791 --> 00:45:06,500 What the hell was that last night? 487 00:45:09,541 --> 00:45:10,708 Scared me shitless. 488 00:45:13,416 --> 00:45:14,416 Learn anything? 489 00:45:15,375 --> 00:45:16,375 Apparently... 490 00:45:17,250 --> 00:45:18,791 I'm an egotistical monster. 491 00:45:21,208 --> 00:45:22,208 Aren't we all? 492 00:45:25,375 --> 00:45:27,333 Morning. Hey. 493 00:45:28,083 --> 00:45:30,958 - How are you feeling? - I'm feeling good. Yeah. 494 00:45:31,041 --> 00:45:32,833 See? What did I say from the beginning? 495 00:45:32,916 --> 00:45:36,166 - Embrace the mysticism. - Your eyes are so clear. 496 00:45:36,833 --> 00:45:39,416 It's like I had this weight in my stomach all these years. 497 00:45:39,500 --> 00:45:41,500 It was... causing so much dread and stress, 498 00:45:41,583 --> 00:45:43,666 and I knew it had something to do with the blackouts, 499 00:45:43,750 --> 00:45:44,791 and now it's just gone. 500 00:45:44,875 --> 00:45:46,833 Honey. It's amazing. 501 00:45:47,958 --> 00:45:48,958 Hmm. 502 00:45:49,458 --> 00:45:51,666 Should we, uh, go get you to see a doctor? 503 00:45:51,750 --> 00:45:54,083 I mean, the stuff that came out of you last night. 504 00:45:54,625 --> 00:45:56,625 Sorry. I don't mean to bring it up. 505 00:45:56,708 --> 00:45:57,833 - I just-- - No, it was, um, 506 00:45:57,916 --> 00:45:59,291 It was seriously messed up. 507 00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:01,458 But honestly, I feel great. 508 00:46:02,625 --> 00:46:04,083 Like the best I have in years. 509 00:46:05,458 --> 00:46:07,416 I'll go and see a doctor when we get back, 510 00:46:07,500 --> 00:46:08,958 just to be sure. I promise. 511 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:12,041 Honestly, this is even better than I expected. 512 00:46:12,125 --> 00:46:14,208 Should we, uh, get going? 513 00:46:14,291 --> 00:46:16,000 Uh, slow down. I know it's 514 00:46:16,083 --> 00:46:17,500 nowhere near bourbon time, but... 515 00:46:18,083 --> 00:46:19,708 - we need to celebrate. - What? 516 00:46:20,208 --> 00:46:21,250 You up for it? 517 00:46:21,625 --> 00:46:22,833 Screw it. 518 00:46:22,916 --> 00:46:24,416 Can't we do that when we get back? 519 00:46:24,500 --> 00:46:26,125 I am so proud of you. 520 00:46:26,208 --> 00:46:27,208 You deserve this. 521 00:46:27,708 --> 00:46:28,791 I love you. 522 00:46:29,750 --> 00:46:30,750 Love you more. 523 00:46:48,666 --> 00:46:51,708 To Elise and her healing. 524 00:46:51,791 --> 00:46:53,166 - Cheers. - Cheers. 525 00:46:54,500 --> 00:46:56,291 That Datura jogged a few memories. 526 00:46:56,375 --> 00:46:57,416 Things I'd forgotten. 527 00:46:58,125 --> 00:46:59,125 Like what? 528 00:46:59,625 --> 00:47:00,625 Um... 529 00:47:01,166 --> 00:47:02,291 You can tell us anything. 530 00:47:03,625 --> 00:47:04,625 Okay. 531 00:47:05,416 --> 00:47:06,416 Clara. 532 00:47:07,125 --> 00:47:08,500 I remember more details. 533 00:47:10,083 --> 00:47:11,083 What details? 534 00:47:12,458 --> 00:47:15,625 Well, she was the Bishop's daughter. 535 00:47:17,500 --> 00:47:19,916 And we... 536 00:47:21,958 --> 00:47:23,333 we're more than friends. 537 00:47:24,750 --> 00:47:27,625 I... I think it was sexual. 538 00:47:28,583 --> 00:47:29,583 Wait. You... 539 00:47:29,958 --> 00:47:31,791 you slept with the Bishop's daughter? 540 00:47:32,708 --> 00:47:34,083 I think so. I don't know. 541 00:47:34,166 --> 00:47:35,500 Wait. 542 00:47:35,583 --> 00:47:37,625 Wait, what happened, girl? Spill the tea. 543 00:47:38,916 --> 00:47:40,541 When I think of her... 544 00:47:41,375 --> 00:47:42,875 all I feel is... 545 00:47:44,458 --> 00:47:45,500 I don't know. 546 00:47:45,916 --> 00:47:47,916 Um, feelings about... 547 00:47:49,000 --> 00:47:51,416 sex. 548 00:47:51,500 --> 00:47:53,583 Is this why you and I have issues with this? 549 00:47:54,333 --> 00:47:55,333 I mean, with us? 550 00:47:56,958 --> 00:47:58,875 - What? - You know exactly what I mean. 551 00:47:58,958 --> 00:48:01,041 Is this why you and I don't have sex anymore? 552 00:48:01,125 --> 00:48:02,875 Uh, Adam, can we talk about this later? 553 00:48:02,958 --> 00:48:04,708 Is there any other secrets you're hiding? 554 00:48:06,458 --> 00:48:08,791 This is as much of a surprise to me as it is to you. 555 00:48:09,125 --> 00:48:10,708 Guys, maybe I should go for a walk. 556 00:48:11,416 --> 00:48:13,666 You haven't looked at me once in years. 557 00:48:14,208 --> 00:48:15,958 Every single pass I make is shot down. 558 00:48:16,041 --> 00:48:17,916 Every single one. 559 00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:20,000 It's like the thought of kissing me makes you cringe. 560 00:48:20,083 --> 00:48:21,833 - That is not true. - And now I find out 561 00:48:21,916 --> 00:48:24,250 you're so into sex it got you kicked out of the church. 562 00:48:24,333 --> 00:48:25,916 That is not what I said, you prick! 563 00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:27,416 I'm just gonna go for a walk. 564 00:48:27,500 --> 00:48:28,500 No, stay. 565 00:48:29,041 --> 00:48:30,166 I'll go. 566 00:48:30,250 --> 00:48:34,041 Shit. 567 00:48:44,958 --> 00:48:46,166 Where are we going? 568 00:48:46,250 --> 00:48:47,583 Come on! 569 00:48:53,125 --> 00:48:54,166 Praise be. 570 00:48:55,291 --> 00:48:56,291 Isn't it amazing? 571 00:48:58,708 --> 00:48:59,708 And look. 572 00:49:40,875 --> 00:49:42,083 - Elise. - Jesus. 573 00:49:42,166 --> 00:49:44,208 Listen, I don't know what happened. 574 00:49:44,291 --> 00:49:46,083 No, no, no, wait, wait, wait. Listen... 575 00:49:47,416 --> 00:49:49,333 what I did back there, I was out of line. 576 00:49:49,791 --> 00:49:50,791 Okay? I... 577 00:49:51,083 --> 00:49:53,416 Your stuff, your past, it's yours. 578 00:49:54,375 --> 00:49:56,833 It's not my place to judge or feel insecure about. 579 00:49:56,916 --> 00:49:59,750 And it was my shit, and I took it out on you. And I'm a dick. 580 00:50:01,916 --> 00:50:04,708 Truthfully, I'm just happy you're feeling better, and... 581 00:50:05,458 --> 00:50:07,458 I hope that you can forgive me. 582 00:50:09,041 --> 00:50:10,041 Elise. 583 00:50:10,791 --> 00:50:11,791 Hey. 584 00:50:16,458 --> 00:50:17,625 I want something, Adam. 585 00:50:18,916 --> 00:50:19,916 Anything. 586 00:50:20,500 --> 00:50:21,500 What can I do? 587 00:50:56,083 --> 00:50:57,500 This is for me, not you. 588 00:51:26,125 --> 00:51:27,208 Fuck. 589 00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:49,000 Hello? 590 00:51:53,375 --> 00:51:54,375 Hello? 591 00:52:23,750 --> 00:52:26,000 Oh, Elise, you naughty girl. 592 00:52:51,958 --> 00:52:53,791 Hey! 593 00:52:55,333 --> 00:52:56,625 Hey! 594 00:52:57,416 --> 00:52:58,416 Help me! 595 00:52:58,875 --> 00:53:02,166 Somebody open the door! 596 00:53:10,041 --> 00:53:11,041 Help! 597 00:53:13,750 --> 00:53:15,875 Damn it. Shit. 598 00:53:35,083 --> 00:53:37,666 Do you feel Heavenly Father? 599 00:53:39,583 --> 00:53:41,708 Let me out! 600 00:53:41,791 --> 00:53:43,416 Let me out! 601 00:53:45,291 --> 00:53:49,125 Let me out! 602 00:53:51,125 --> 00:53:53,083 - Help me! - Gwen, we're here! 603 00:53:55,458 --> 00:53:58,000 It's okay. You're okay. 604 00:53:59,375 --> 00:54:00,416 What the fuck? 605 00:54:00,916 --> 00:54:02,750 God, that really scared the shit out of me. 606 00:54:02,833 --> 00:54:04,125 We're here, okay? 607 00:54:04,208 --> 00:54:05,750 What did you see in there? 608 00:54:07,416 --> 00:54:08,500 I don't know. Um... 609 00:54:09,416 --> 00:54:10,666 Nothing, nothing. I just... 610 00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:14,166 Oh, God, I'm obviously losing my fucking mind. 611 00:54:14,250 --> 00:54:16,166 No, no, no one is losing their mind. 612 00:54:16,250 --> 00:54:17,416 We're all good. 613 00:54:17,500 --> 00:54:18,500 Let's go. 614 00:54:33,166 --> 00:54:34,625 Guys, what the fuck is this? 615 00:54:50,125 --> 00:54:51,125 There's no way. 616 00:54:55,500 --> 00:54:57,375 This one's head's been skewered. 617 00:55:00,500 --> 00:55:02,250 This one's had its head crushed. 618 00:55:05,166 --> 00:55:06,625 Someone's fucking with us. 619 00:55:17,833 --> 00:55:20,083 See? Nothing. 620 00:55:20,166 --> 00:55:22,291 It's definitely the battery. Someone must have left the lights on last night. 621 00:55:22,375 --> 00:55:24,125 You left the lights on last night. 622 00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:26,416 Well call AAA. 623 00:55:26,500 --> 00:55:28,208 Let's get this fixed so we can leave. 624 00:55:28,291 --> 00:55:29,708 No, we're in the middle of nowhere. 625 00:55:29,791 --> 00:55:31,791 It'll take forever for them to get out here. 626 00:55:31,875 --> 00:55:33,083 We could call Hyrum. 627 00:55:33,916 --> 00:55:35,291 Huh? 628 00:55:35,375 --> 00:55:37,166 Seriously? You want me to call that weirdo? 629 00:55:37,250 --> 00:55:38,541 I'll call him. 630 00:55:38,625 --> 00:55:39,875 He has to be closer than anyone else, 631 00:55:39,958 --> 00:55:41,708 and I'm sure he'd be happy to help. 632 00:55:41,791 --> 00:55:42,958 Great idea. 633 00:55:43,041 --> 00:55:44,208 Sooner the better. 634 00:55:44,291 --> 00:55:45,916 Hmm. 635 00:55:57,750 --> 00:56:00,375 You should leave it running for at least a half an hour. 636 00:56:00,958 --> 00:56:03,833 You don't want to stall on the side of one of these roads. 637 00:56:05,958 --> 00:56:07,125 Listen, you should know. 638 00:56:08,791 --> 00:56:12,791 Mother confessed to seeing a spirit latched onto you. 639 00:56:14,541 --> 00:56:16,458 It took great effort, but she removed it. 640 00:56:18,000 --> 00:56:19,000 Excuse me? 641 00:56:19,416 --> 00:56:21,291 You can feel it, can't you? 642 00:56:21,750 --> 00:56:23,708 Her illness is not a joke to be toyed with. 643 00:56:23,791 --> 00:56:24,791 This is no joke. 644 00:56:25,833 --> 00:56:28,333 She removed the spirit that was living inside you. 645 00:56:28,416 --> 00:56:30,166 Listen, I think it's time that you leave. 646 00:56:32,500 --> 00:56:33,500 You should go. 647 00:56:35,166 --> 00:56:36,166 Mm-hmm. 648 00:56:36,625 --> 00:56:38,750 Well, I suggest that you all do the same. 649 00:56:40,125 --> 00:56:42,166 Because whatever that thing was... 650 00:56:43,708 --> 00:56:44,875 it's free now... 651 00:56:45,708 --> 00:56:46,833 to do as it pleases. 652 00:56:48,375 --> 00:56:49,750 Just look what it's done already. 653 00:56:55,916 --> 00:56:57,583 Hyrum... 654 00:56:58,500 --> 00:57:00,291 I know this is gonna sound weird, but... 655 00:57:01,208 --> 00:57:03,916 do you remember a girl named Clara from Spring Creek? 656 00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:08,500 You should clear out of here... 657 00:57:09,291 --> 00:57:11,333 as soon as you can. 658 00:57:13,375 --> 00:57:14,541 That guy's batshit. 659 00:57:15,166 --> 00:57:16,541 We should probably pack up camp. 660 00:57:18,041 --> 00:57:20,291 Do you guys mind if I take one last look around? 661 00:57:20,375 --> 00:57:22,500 Elise, we need to leave, like, now. 662 00:57:22,583 --> 00:57:24,875 Hyrum said we need to run the car for at least half an hour. 663 00:57:24,958 --> 00:57:26,958 Probably don't need to run the car for half an hour. 664 00:57:27,041 --> 00:57:28,875 Look, I know this is gonna sound nuts... 665 00:57:28,958 --> 00:57:31,500 but I need to learn more about what happened to Clara. 666 00:57:33,083 --> 00:57:35,708 This is the first time I've had any memories of my past. 667 00:57:37,166 --> 00:57:39,916 Do you know what that's like, to not know who you are? 668 00:57:40,000 --> 00:57:41,208 - Elise. - Please? 669 00:57:41,666 --> 00:57:43,291 We'll leave before dark, I promise. 670 00:58:38,083 --> 00:58:40,583 I would like to bear my testimony... 671 00:58:41,666 --> 00:58:44,291 that I know the church is true. 672 00:58:45,916 --> 00:58:48,125 This sin is great... 673 00:58:49,416 --> 00:58:53,291 but I ask for forgiveness in the Telestial Kingdom 674 00:58:53,375 --> 00:58:55,791 in return for a life lived faithful 675 00:58:55,875 --> 00:58:59,500 to our Heavenly Father and to our Prophet Warren Jeffs. 676 00:59:03,916 --> 00:59:06,833 I... I must beg for it... 677 00:59:07,750 --> 00:59:09,750 for there is no other way. 678 00:59:12,291 --> 00:59:13,416 I say this... 679 00:59:14,250 --> 00:59:16,416 in the name of Jesus Christ. 680 00:59:17,375 --> 00:59:18,375 Amen. 681 00:59:44,041 --> 00:59:45,500 Take my offering. 682 00:59:46,916 --> 00:59:49,250 Grant my family peace. 683 01:00:14,666 --> 01:00:16,083 Clara, what happened to you? 684 01:01:45,041 --> 01:01:46,166 I'm back, Mother. 685 01:01:47,125 --> 01:01:48,791 You were right about those gentiles. 686 01:01:49,333 --> 01:01:50,708 They haven't the faintest... 687 01:01:51,541 --> 01:01:52,541 Mother! 688 01:01:53,208 --> 01:01:55,875 Oh, no, no, no, no! 689 01:01:55,958 --> 01:01:57,416 Oh, what have you done? 690 01:01:57,500 --> 01:01:59,666 No, what have you done? What have you done? 691 01:02:00,208 --> 01:02:02,375 Okay, you're gonna be okay. 692 01:02:02,458 --> 01:02:03,791 You're gonna be okay. 693 01:02:04,416 --> 01:02:06,375 You're gonna be okay. 694 01:02:07,583 --> 01:02:10,041 Uncle, mother's hurt real bad. 695 01:02:10,125 --> 01:02:12,166 Gather the family, come quick. 696 01:02:13,166 --> 01:02:14,250 Okay. 697 01:02:38,208 --> 01:02:39,708 Oh, there she is. 698 01:02:39,791 --> 01:02:41,750 Adam wouldn't let me break down camp until you got back. 699 01:02:41,833 --> 01:02:43,541 Can we please go now? 700 01:02:43,625 --> 01:02:44,625 You okay? 701 01:02:47,083 --> 01:02:48,916 I just need to be by myself for a minute. 702 01:02:59,916 --> 01:03:04,583 ♪ Anywhere with Jesus I can safely go ♪ 703 01:03:04,666 --> 01:03:09,416 ♪ Anywhere he leads me In this world below ♪ 704 01:03:09,500 --> 01:03:12,416 ♪ Anywhere without him Dearest joy ♪ 705 01:03:12,500 --> 01:03:14,250 I need to speak with her. 706 01:03:14,333 --> 01:03:18,125 ♪ Anywhere with Jesus I am not afraid ♪ 707 01:03:18,208 --> 01:03:20,333 I need to speak with her! Now! 708 01:03:33,375 --> 01:03:34,375 Why? 709 01:03:36,500 --> 01:03:38,833 The witch grows stronger, Hyrum... 710 01:03:39,833 --> 01:03:41,833 and will reclaim its host. 711 01:03:43,166 --> 01:03:45,416 What do you speak of? What witch? 712 01:03:45,916 --> 01:03:49,291 The spirit we removed. Larue. 713 01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:52,166 Larue? Who is Larue? 714 01:03:54,250 --> 01:03:57,500 We were told she was a settler of Haventon... 715 01:03:57,583 --> 01:04:02,583 a devoted member of the church, and a mentor to the young women. 716 01:04:06,291 --> 01:04:08,208 It was not known to the other settlers, 717 01:04:08,291 --> 01:04:11,041 but her deep devotion to the doctrine and covenants 718 01:04:11,125 --> 01:04:15,291 masked a diseased mind, that of a witch. 719 01:04:16,458 --> 01:04:18,916 The bodies were never found. 720 01:04:19,875 --> 01:04:21,458 She consumed them. 721 01:04:28,333 --> 01:04:31,666 That night, your great-great-grandfather 722 01:04:31,750 --> 01:04:34,041 and his search party came upon 723 01:04:34,125 --> 01:04:37,208 all that remained of the young girls. 724 01:04:54,208 --> 01:04:56,166 In her final breath... 725 01:04:56,250 --> 01:04:59,250 Larue vowed that even death would not stop her 726 01:04:59,333 --> 01:05:01,625 taking revenge on the church. 727 01:05:02,958 --> 01:05:06,791 We held Elise's baptism for the dead ritual 728 01:05:06,875 --> 01:05:09,375 at the old font in Haventon, 729 01:05:09,458 --> 01:05:12,625 so as not to sully our own temple with her sin. 730 01:05:14,208 --> 01:05:19,000 It was me who gave the witch's name to be spoken, 731 01:05:19,083 --> 01:05:22,291 to shame the girl Elise for what she did. 732 01:05:22,375 --> 01:05:27,458 I did not know the witch would claim her as a host. 733 01:05:28,458 --> 01:05:31,583 And now Larue will claim her again. 734 01:05:32,750 --> 01:05:36,291 Alma. 735 01:05:47,125 --> 01:05:48,250 What's wrong? 736 01:05:50,083 --> 01:05:51,083 Mother? 737 01:05:52,166 --> 01:05:53,333 No, mother. 738 01:05:53,833 --> 01:05:55,000 No. 739 01:05:56,583 --> 01:06:00,375 No, no. No. 740 01:06:01,625 --> 01:06:04,833 No, no, no, no, no, no. 741 01:06:26,958 --> 01:06:30,583 We need to leave. She's been in there for like an hour. What is she doing? 742 01:06:30,666 --> 01:06:32,708 - Say something. - Don't worry. 743 01:06:32,791 --> 01:06:33,916 We're leaving soon. 744 01:06:35,416 --> 01:06:36,708 Adam. 745 01:06:39,125 --> 01:06:41,458 - Adam. - Just hold on a sec. 746 01:06:45,250 --> 01:06:46,250 Hey. 747 01:06:47,250 --> 01:06:48,250 Just checking in. 748 01:06:49,166 --> 01:06:50,166 Everything okay? 749 01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:52,000 I'm fine. 750 01:06:54,791 --> 01:06:55,791 Uh. 751 01:06:56,375 --> 01:06:57,791 Gwen's a little weirded out. 752 01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:00,666 Thinking we should hit the road. 753 01:07:01,750 --> 01:07:02,750 Yeah, okay. 754 01:07:05,083 --> 01:07:06,083 All right. 755 01:07:06,916 --> 01:07:07,916 Adam... 756 01:07:11,458 --> 01:07:12,458 thank you... 757 01:07:14,291 --> 01:07:15,541 for your support today. 758 01:07:18,166 --> 01:07:19,791 I know it was a weird request. 759 01:07:21,833 --> 01:07:23,583 I'm sorry for being so fucked up. 760 01:07:23,666 --> 01:07:26,208 No. No, no, no. If anything... 761 01:07:27,000 --> 01:07:28,833 I'm the one who should be apologising. 762 01:07:30,583 --> 01:07:32,083 I just maybe thought more memories 763 01:07:32,166 --> 01:07:34,208 would come back to me. You know what I mean? 764 01:07:35,000 --> 01:07:36,375 Like some kind of closure? 765 01:07:37,291 --> 01:07:38,375 Yeah. 766 01:07:38,458 --> 01:07:39,916 No, I... I get it. 767 01:07:41,333 --> 01:07:42,333 And... 768 01:07:42,708 --> 01:07:45,375 I'm sorry again for losing my shit. 769 01:07:47,291 --> 01:07:48,458 I'm a horrible drunk. 770 01:07:49,583 --> 01:07:50,583 I admit it. 771 01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:54,000 I love you. 772 01:07:54,750 --> 01:07:55,750 Love you more. 773 01:08:00,583 --> 01:08:01,583 Uh... 774 01:08:02,458 --> 01:08:04,958 Can I take a quick leak and then pack the car? 775 01:08:06,125 --> 01:08:07,166 Okay. 776 01:08:20,875 --> 01:08:24,083 Jesus, Gwen. 777 01:08:24,166 --> 01:08:26,000 Not the time to be sneaking up on people. 778 01:08:50,375 --> 01:08:52,833 I've been sitting here patiently the whole time. 779 01:08:52,916 --> 01:08:54,041 Just waiting. 780 01:08:54,125 --> 01:08:55,416 Endlessly waiting. 781 01:08:55,500 --> 01:08:57,041 What is it that you want me to do? 782 01:08:57,125 --> 01:08:58,541 Oh, my God, it's too much. Okay. I... 783 01:08:58,625 --> 01:09:00,333 I'm... I'm done. I won't wait any longer. 784 01:09:00,416 --> 01:09:01,875 Gwen, I am doing the best that I can. 785 01:09:01,958 --> 01:09:03,458 Just please try to calm down. 786 01:09:03,541 --> 01:09:05,125 - Jesus. - Hey, hey, hey. 787 01:09:06,750 --> 01:09:07,750 Hey... 788 01:09:08,208 --> 01:09:09,208 nearly there. 789 01:09:12,958 --> 01:09:14,583 - No. - Oh. 790 01:09:17,041 --> 01:09:19,625 The deal was once Elise was healthy and better, 791 01:09:19,708 --> 01:09:21,083 you would leave her. 792 01:09:21,166 --> 01:09:22,791 I'm not going to wait another four months. 793 01:09:22,875 --> 01:09:25,541 Gwen, it's been less than 24 hours. It's... 794 01:09:28,958 --> 01:09:30,791 Elise, listen to me. 795 01:09:30,875 --> 01:09:32,666 - How could you? - Just hear me out. 796 01:09:32,750 --> 01:09:34,166 - Stay away from me. - Fuck. 797 01:09:34,250 --> 01:09:35,916 - What the fuck did we do? - Adam, stop. 798 01:10:04,958 --> 01:10:08,583 Elise. Elise. 799 01:10:11,375 --> 01:10:12,875 Are you sure we're alone? 800 01:10:15,083 --> 01:10:17,541 Alone as a shepherd without his flock. 801 01:10:27,583 --> 01:10:28,708 I love you. 802 01:10:59,166 --> 01:11:01,041 I'm sorry I'm late. The rain just came. 803 01:11:06,000 --> 01:11:07,000 Father? 804 01:11:12,416 --> 01:11:13,416 Father? 805 01:11:24,583 --> 01:11:26,000 John 4:18 says... 806 01:11:26,833 --> 01:11:28,291 "There is no fear in love. 807 01:11:29,708 --> 01:11:31,625 But perfect love casteth out fear, 808 01:11:31,708 --> 01:11:33,041 because fear hath torment". 809 01:11:48,416 --> 01:11:49,416 I love her. 810 01:11:50,916 --> 01:11:52,125 And she loves me. 811 01:11:54,791 --> 01:11:55,791 Please, Father. 812 01:11:57,416 --> 01:12:00,041 The young girl said you bullied her into it. 813 01:12:00,125 --> 01:12:01,625 That it was all your idea. 814 01:12:02,750 --> 01:12:04,000 No, that's not true. 815 01:12:04,750 --> 01:12:06,375 She would... 816 01:12:06,458 --> 01:12:08,458 she would never say that. I didn't do anything wrong. 817 01:12:08,541 --> 01:12:10,083 "What is right holds no water 818 01:12:10,166 --> 01:12:12,583 if in the eyes of the church it is wrong." 819 01:12:16,125 --> 01:12:17,666 No, no, no, no, no, no. 820 01:12:17,750 --> 01:12:20,125 Please, Father, please don't let them take me away. 821 01:12:20,208 --> 01:12:24,333 Please don't do this to me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 822 01:12:24,416 --> 01:12:25,750 Please, please, I'll be better. 823 01:12:25,833 --> 01:12:27,375 You'll be staying in the compound 824 01:12:27,458 --> 01:12:29,000 until tomorrow afternoon... 825 01:12:29,083 --> 01:12:31,291 when the orphanage worker arrives to pick you up. 826 01:12:32,583 --> 01:12:34,250 I want you out of my house. 827 01:12:34,875 --> 01:12:38,625 No, no, no, Mother, please don't let them take me away. 828 01:12:38,708 --> 01:12:40,583 Please. 829 01:12:40,666 --> 01:12:42,500 Please, Daddy. No. 830 01:12:43,208 --> 01:12:45,458 Please, no. 831 01:12:45,541 --> 01:12:51,541 No! No! 832 01:13:36,166 --> 01:13:38,166 Maybe we come back in the morning for her. 833 01:13:38,875 --> 01:13:40,833 Leave the campsite set up? What do you think? 834 01:13:42,333 --> 01:13:43,833 We're not going anywhere, Gwen. 835 01:13:45,000 --> 01:13:47,500 We're going to wait here until she comes back. 836 01:14:14,250 --> 01:14:16,250 Well, you're sure as shit not staying with me? 837 01:14:16,333 --> 01:14:17,708 Hey... 838 01:14:17,791 --> 01:14:19,791 I really need your support right now, okay? 839 01:14:19,875 --> 01:14:21,666 It's been a really tough night for me. 840 01:14:21,750 --> 01:14:24,208 Oh, fuck off, Adam. Go wait in the car. 841 01:14:25,125 --> 01:14:26,250 Gwen, come on. 842 01:14:27,666 --> 01:14:28,666 Please. 843 01:14:49,416 --> 01:14:51,125 Asshole! 844 01:14:51,208 --> 01:14:54,666 Unbelievable. How could you be so careless, you fucking prick? 845 01:15:02,625 --> 01:15:03,625 Fuck. 846 01:15:46,625 --> 01:15:49,000 Gwen. 847 01:16:17,416 --> 01:16:20,250 What's wrong? What's wrong? 848 01:16:20,333 --> 01:16:23,166 There's someone in there! I swear to fucking God! 849 01:16:23,250 --> 01:16:25,250 Adam, please! We have to fucking go! 850 01:16:25,333 --> 01:16:26,875 There's nothing in there. What was it? 851 01:16:26,958 --> 01:16:28,791 There's a woman in there, I swear. 852 01:16:28,875 --> 01:16:30,791 - Fuck this! - It's empty. 853 01:16:32,750 --> 01:16:34,416 Gwen! 854 01:16:35,916 --> 01:16:37,208 No! Gwen! 855 01:16:37,291 --> 01:16:38,333 Hey! 856 01:16:39,541 --> 01:16:40,541 Fuck! 857 01:18:20,833 --> 01:18:22,208 Hello, Elise. 858 01:18:22,291 --> 01:18:24,791 - Clara. - It's me. It's really me. 859 01:18:24,875 --> 01:18:26,666 - Clara, I've missed you. - Dig! 860 01:18:27,250 --> 01:18:29,083 - Huh? - Dig! 861 01:18:34,416 --> 01:18:37,208 - What am I digging for? - It's a surprise. 862 01:18:37,291 --> 01:18:39,000 Oh, I love surprises. 863 01:18:41,791 --> 01:18:44,833 I've missed you so much, Clara. My heart aches for you. 864 01:18:44,916 --> 01:18:47,791 - If only my heart still beat. - Yes, if only. 865 01:18:53,666 --> 01:18:55,000 Praise be, what is it? 866 01:18:59,750 --> 01:19:00,750 It's a bone. 867 01:19:01,500 --> 01:19:04,250 - A rib, I think. - Wonderful. There must be more. 868 01:19:04,333 --> 01:19:06,875 Lord, I hope so. Shall I keep digging? 869 01:19:06,958 --> 01:19:08,666 Did Joseph Smith have ten wives? 870 01:19:20,166 --> 01:19:21,166 What'd you find? 871 01:19:21,750 --> 01:19:24,041 That is most certainly a skull. 872 01:19:27,291 --> 01:19:28,333 Aren't I pretty? 873 01:19:31,750 --> 01:19:32,750 The prettiest. 874 01:19:42,750 --> 01:19:44,416 They're looking for you. 875 01:19:44,958 --> 01:19:46,708 There's someone here to take you away. 876 01:20:04,333 --> 01:20:06,500 I'm sorry for what I did. 877 01:20:09,041 --> 01:20:11,041 I just... I panicked. I didn't know what to do. 878 01:20:12,583 --> 01:20:13,625 Do you hate me? 879 01:20:18,875 --> 01:20:19,875 No. 880 01:20:24,125 --> 01:20:25,125 Oh, no. 881 01:20:28,541 --> 01:20:29,541 I'm thankful. 882 01:20:45,416 --> 01:20:47,541 Elise... ...what are you doing? 883 01:20:51,541 --> 01:20:52,583 Elise. 884 01:21:35,208 --> 01:21:36,875 No, no, no, no, no. What did I do? 885 01:21:36,958 --> 01:21:38,666 What did I do? Clara! 886 01:22:13,041 --> 01:22:14,166 Oh, it's you. 887 01:22:18,708 --> 01:22:19,875 I remember you now. 888 01:22:25,500 --> 01:22:27,166 You've been with me all along. 889 01:25:17,166 --> 01:25:19,291 Elise, please! 890 01:25:24,041 --> 01:25:25,458 How does it feel? 891 01:25:26,583 --> 01:25:28,916 Do you feel Heavenly Father? 892 01:25:34,166 --> 01:25:35,166 Elise, please. 893 01:25:35,583 --> 01:25:37,250 I know what I've done is unforgivable. 894 01:25:37,333 --> 01:25:40,083 Do you really think an apology's gonna make everything okay? 895 01:25:40,166 --> 01:25:41,958 Let go of me, Elise. 896 01:26:04,666 --> 01:26:06,291 No, Elise. Hey! 897 01:26:13,583 --> 01:26:14,625 Come on. 898 01:26:17,666 --> 01:26:18,666 Elise. 899 01:26:20,000 --> 01:26:21,000 Elise. 900 01:26:30,875 --> 01:26:31,875 Jesus. 901 01:26:32,375 --> 01:26:34,458 Oh, your face. What happened? 902 01:26:45,041 --> 01:26:46,875 What the hell are you doing? 903 01:26:48,166 --> 01:26:50,125 Elise, stop. 904 01:26:54,583 --> 01:26:55,583 Help her. 905 01:26:56,041 --> 01:26:57,916 Flesh give birth to flesh. 906 01:26:58,500 --> 01:27:00,750 Spirit birth to spirit. 907 01:27:03,583 --> 01:27:05,541 Spirit birth to spirit. 908 01:27:12,291 --> 01:27:13,291 My God! 909 01:27:15,041 --> 01:27:18,041 Oh, shit. Oh, shit! No! No! 910 01:27:20,000 --> 01:27:23,458 Hey! Hey! Let me out! 911 01:27:23,541 --> 01:27:25,500 Spare her, Larue. 912 01:27:25,583 --> 01:27:28,291 Spirit birth to spirit. 913 01:27:32,000 --> 01:27:34,000 Come on! 914 01:27:34,083 --> 01:27:38,250 In the name of Heavenly Father, she is innocent. 915 01:27:39,666 --> 01:27:40,666 Please. 916 01:27:42,000 --> 01:27:44,166 Mercy is grace. 917 01:28:09,750 --> 01:28:13,166 Oh, no! No! 918 01:28:23,083 --> 01:28:24,083 Drown! 919 01:28:24,458 --> 01:28:25,541 No, no, no. 920 01:28:35,291 --> 01:28:36,625 No, no, no, no! 921 01:28:38,083 --> 01:28:39,208 Drown in it! 922 01:29:00,041 --> 01:29:03,583 Shit! 923 01:29:03,666 --> 01:29:07,791 Come on! 924 01:29:13,333 --> 01:29:15,541 No, no! Please. Let me out! 925 01:29:18,500 --> 01:29:19,541 Adam. 926 01:29:23,375 --> 01:29:24,916 Adam. 927 01:29:36,791 --> 01:29:37,791 Elise. 928 01:29:39,250 --> 01:29:40,250 Please. 929 01:29:52,041 --> 01:29:53,166 I love you. 930 01:29:53,833 --> 01:29:55,000 I love you more. 931 01:31:11,000 --> 01:31:13,250 I trust you've all practised holding your breath. 932 01:31:14,708 --> 01:31:16,500 They are ready, Bishop Franklin. 933 01:31:23,916 --> 01:31:26,291 May your souls rejoice in heaven.